I’m so close to suicide, please help?


I really don’t know what to do any more, at all.

I’ve had many suicide attempts. They upset my family more than I could ever imagine and I ended up in hospital. I’ve been on anti-depressants for a long time (prozac 40mg) and it did make a big difference. Things started looking up, but recently…

Wooow…look how many suggestions you’ve received. To be honest I don’t think they’ll help you.Probably someone has already told you all those things.
I’ve read twice what you have written and it’s kinda hard to help you by using words and a pc.
I’m sorry but I haven’t got any suggestions for you…it’s your own life and I do believe you’re missing the fun part.
You say your life sucks.You hate it and want to end it.But what use is it to you?
You would feel better,wouldn’t you?No,actually you’d feel nothing.
And you also talked about your “best” friend.
You don’t have to get over it.But use it in order to make you stronger.
What the hell have you done to her? If the answer is ‘nothing’ then I think it’s high time that you let her know she can’t do anything she wants with you.
You’re only 15!!! You have a family who loves you.
Really…you don’t have anything to lose out on all the whole matter.
Just try living,you can make friends and stop with all those drugs which are really useless.
If you want to talk and you don’t know who talk to,as you can see, we’re all here to help you.
Give you a chance…just try!

Ok, so life hasnt been to kind to you.

But you have a family who love you and care about you.

Although it seems like the best option, suicide might end your pain, but it hurts everyone around you that care about you so much more, so it doesnt ever end.

You cant get over people you love, but the best thing to do it, remind yourself of the GOOD times you had, not the bad, and make an effort with other people, make new friends.

Also, from the sounds of it, you sound as though your only concentraiting on the bad and sad things in your life. It feels like you cant ever do this-but try to be positive.

I have a friend who has been through a pretty similar time as you, and he has spent most of his time making sure that his younger sister has a good life, as seeing them happy can sometimes help you.

Give your self daily tasks to do like go out with some other friends to see a film, take your sister to the park, spend time with family, take up a new hobby, you could go for a walk every morning-as exercise is a good booster in happiness believe it or not.

Have you tried anger management? all this anger help for this man will not ever help you, go see someone about this, where you can vent your anger out.

Keep a diary of how you feel, what your thought. and once the page is turned over, keep it in the past and dont look back. ive known people who do this, and then once the diary has been filled, they burn it, as if to say that those bad memories and feeling are gone, and cant come back.

Try to think positively
although this might sound horrible-there are people out there who are so much more worse off, be happy for what you DO have, bad things will happen, but good things do too.

Try different councilling methods, go to groups to talk about your feelings with people who are going through similar things.

The more busy your life is, the more change of finding some happiness there is

I hope it all works out for you
All the best xxx

Sweetheart I’m 58 now, and my Dad committed suicide when I was 12 years old and believe me that is not the answer. It hurts the people that you love and that love you more than you know. For the sake of them it’s not worth it. It’s been 46 years now since my dad died and I think about it most everyday. Maybe your doctor needs to change your medication for you. My sister, the life of every party has depression. When she told me that she had it I almost laughed in her face because I thought she surely had never had a depressed moment in her life. Depression is just like any other illness, you may have to go through a lot of different medications to find something that works. It took our doctor a few years to find a medication that worked for my daughter’s allergies, but when we found it she was a different person.
Honey I don’t know if you believe in God or not, but if you do I can tell you that a good talk with him is the cure to all pain. He’s just as close as your bended knees. I’m not trying to preach to you, but if you’ve tried everything else and nothing seems to work please give him a try. Just tell him what you’ve told us. I can promise you he’s the one person that loves us beyond reason.
So Sweetheart please get those suicide thoughts out of your head it never solves anything. I know first hand. Go for a walk and smell the fresh air. I do care and you’re in my prayers.

The best thing to do is to slow down and relax and think about the good points of your life. The loss of a best friend is one of the most painful things in the world, but there is always room to make more friends. No matter how much anyone says it, there is always a best friend for everyone out there, you just have to look. I’ve been through this twice, dealing with pain from being in an abusive relationship and losing a lot of friends. But now I’ve learned to be strong and help others who have the same issues. I know it feels like you don’t care about anything, but deep inside your heart somewhere you do, you just have to find yourself. Some people, like me, can’t express their emotions through talking, so I find mine through art and music. Maybe you should try doing something you enjoy to make you feel better

1-800-273-TALK
http://www.befrienders.org
1-800-525-LOVE

Kindly remember that your family, including your sister, will remember for years and more any and every loss of your precious self.

By being healed, you could be a help to a little sister who will have issues to deal with, and who will love more and more her brother.

You LOVE much, keep in this world, we all need people who LOVE.

As for the “youth worker” who at 22 made a serious mistake, that’s cause for your anger. But do keep alive and keep on keeping on, because your family loves you more, and there are other lovely girls, if not the one who’s momentarily betraying you. Be strong, make the calls, and wait to talk more with your counselor. God bless and defend you.

If you stay up late, http://www.coasttocoastam.com radio has a good interview tonight. Click on “Affiliates” button for local stations.

Also good: http://www.metanoia.org/suicide
1-800-SUICIDE
1-800-999-9999 Covenant House
email jo@samaritans.org

I understand what you’re going through, except that my suicide attempt wasn’t considered a suicide attempt because I lied about it in the hospital to avoid an institution.. But whatever.

To prevent yourself from killing yourself, I can’t give you a get-better-fast tip, since, hell, I’ve been looking for one for years. BUT, whatever plans you have about killing yourself…stop thinking about it. Clean. Read. Run around outside. Talk to someone in your family. Watch television. Just distract yourself.

If you have a family who is greatly upset by your attempts of suicide..then, it’s obvious that they love you. Think of how hurt your sister will be if you killed yourself.

Try to understand your depression. Not just WHY you’re depressed and all the reasons you should be depressed, but read about people who’ve gotten over depression. You can’t pull ‘inner-strength’ from nowhere or pray or whatever worked to cheer you up in the past, because, likely, that’s not going to help. Seriously, you need to distract yourself until you can talk to your counselor – in which, they can decide to change your medication or try something else.

If you need to talk to someone, I’d be more than happy to talk to you.

Inner strength. Inner strength comes from happiness and support.
Find support or someone that you can trust to help you through it.

Life deals some bad blows sometimes, and all you can do is toughen through it. Life is beautiful, trust me.

I have been through thoughts like that and I realize now that I am grateful I never actually committed to it. There is so much out there. So many opportunities.

Battle through the rain, and shine in the dark.

Help is here, all you have to do is ask.

Why should she hate you? Maybe go talk to her.If your best friend just hates you like this at the toss of a coin then shes not worth the time, you’ll just have to get over it. Life is hard. This is really not the kind of question you should post on a site like this.

i know how you feel i really do i went through being suicidal for almost 4yrs and i was depressed every minute of everyday and i tried it seem like everything id talk to my mom and even tried telling her that i wanted to kill myself and the only thing she would say is pray about it wich didnt really seem to work.well anyways somehow i manage to make it through it and i know people may have told you this before that itll get better they use to tell me that and at that time i couldnt imagine it being better ever but i held on anyways and now i love life and i love living and im so glad that i didnt take my life so just hold on and i promise it will get better it might get worst first and you might feel like you cant make it another min. but just hang on you can talk to me anytime you dnt have to go through it alone

Your 15…
Me too
And i thought i had it bad
I think the only thing people on here can do, including me is offer you someone to talk to. If u have msn you can add me . Ill try and help all i can =]
No one deserves to feel the way you do.
x

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